I'm tired

I’m tired of being misunderstood,

nerves are shot,

weak – like old wood.

I’m tired of being ill,

no energy, can’t think,

losing my skills.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,

i give up – I surrender,

no will to fight.

I’m tired of seeing others in pain,

raises frustration,

drives me insane.

I’m tired of not being able to cry,

i’d melt away,

nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,

walking in a daze – numb

this can’t be real.

I don’t know what else to say,

i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,

i’m begging, i’m pleading,

please, take this feeling away.

Right now…

I’m just tired…